This poem interested me because it brought to my attention
some negative views towards education that I may not have considered before. It
allowed me to explore my feelings towards my own education and realised how
fortunate I am to have had such a positive experience, and also how I almost
struggled to relate to anything other than this positivity.
However, through reading this poem I can empathise with
Petaia, and understand the angle he is coming from. It is an honest recording
of a Samoan student’s experience with feeling indoctrinated in a foreign,
predominantly white educational system. He expresses the loss of traditional
Samoan knowledge and bemoans the Western influences on Samoan culture and
society (similar to the work by Albert Wendt).
“Mama and Papa grew poorer and poorer and my kidnappers grew
richer and richer I grew whiter and whiter.”
The poem criticises
the legacy of British influence on different facets of Samoan life.
He implies that his teachers, the white colonialists, have
stolen him from his mother. His education came with such a great cost to his
parents, and he feels resentment that at the end of it all it had been
detrimental to his parent’s and all he got was(what he feels to be) a worthless
certificate.
Petaia depicts his academic achievement as a metaphorical
‘kidnapping’ or the completion of a jail sentence, “on my release fifteen years
after....”
This feeling of being kidnapped is like he is losing his
identity and having something forced upon him.
He illustrated a
feeling of being forced to learn to value information and cultural habits that
are not truly your own.
The poem in parts has an angry tone, and leads into one of
resignation. There is an underlying feeling of Petaia being stripped of his
culture, language and heritage and there is nothing he could do to change the
situation.
Another facet of this poem which I found interesting was the
references to historical figures.
“I was held in a classroom guarded by Churchill and
Garibaldi pinned up on one wall and Hitler and Mao dictating from the other,”
These references are important as they allow us to in a way
relate to the poem. Learning about these historical figures is a part of most
children’s schooling in New Zealand, and so this allows us prior knowledge of
the subject.
Also these references have a subtle sarcasm to them
especially when Hitler and Mao are said to be dictating. This relates to the
theme of imprisonment within education.
I thought it was so interesting that Petaia referred to his
parent’s paying for school as ransom fees. Within this stanza it is said “Each
time Mama and Papa grew poorer and poorer and my kidnappers grew richer and
richer I grew whiter and whiter,” This once again speaks of resentment and the
loss of the writer’s culture.
I found this poem quite sad when I finished reading it. It
really makes me feel like I understand Petaia’s mourning for his loss of
cultural identity and his bitterness towards his education. This surprised me
because as I previously mentioned I had not expected to empathise with him.
However, I believe that Petaia is such an amazing writer that he invites the reader
to see his point of view and understand his feelings and loss.
thanks a lot
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